All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing
Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring
Well the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times I won't have to say...
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
10:33 PM
i lost my phonee!!!!!
hmms. maybe i should rephrase it. someone stole my FUCKING PHONE! that person deserves to die a terrible death. actually, he/she should die a slow and painful death. i feel like a saddist. ughhh. so be it!
or maybe it's just my fault? my stupidity.
to leave my bag lying there, for the whole damn world to seee. goshh. im sucha cow brain.
im really grateful to have such good friends thoughh. referring to beaa, glenn, shu ping, iain, kelvin, etcc. thanks for everything. really appreciated yer help. i dont know what i'll do without you all!!!
thank you. (:
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:42 PM
shrugs-- the hols are nearing to its end. i feel like i've wasted a whole month, doing nothing but feel sad about myself. crying, moaning, feeling miserable, abusing myself, finding ways to end my life? hahah. goshh. im a fucking stupid cow. what's gone is gone. and i cant do a shitt about it. i cant turn back time. i cant bring him back. rightt? can i? hmmms.
fuck. sheryl! stop thinking about it!
well, im leaving for h.k soon! shall leave all my problems behind and have a good time. maybe the only thing to worry about there, is how im gonna get all the xmas presents for everyone. and im gonna miss everyone!!! my girlfriend, pl, partner, ptsss, laogong, angel, goddamngorgeous-es, blahblahblah. yawl must miss me too kay! hahah.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:02 PM
in my field of paper flowers
and candy clouds of lullaby
i lie inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light...
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
2:16 PM
just get outta my fucking life.
youu bastard, you jerk.
i hate you, i really do...
all youu can do is go around breaking people's hearts. what is wrong with youu, you insensitive cow brain.
i wish there isnt a thing called love.
i wishh i did not fall for you.
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
8:10 PM
ohmygod! i just heard a dedication on perfect10! from karl!!! he's this guy that i met at sentosa yesterday. with sherlyn, carrie, mel, nicole, evangeline, simren and priscilla. screams-- it was smth like "to all the chij tp babes who were at sentosa yesterday." i freaked out kay! before that he msged me, telling me to tune in to radio. so i did. and the dedication came on!!! i immediately screamed and called for sherlyn. my mom went "siao ah!" lols. then i msged carrie to tell her. she didnt thinkk that it was us. ahhh. im still in shock. well, thanks karl! i had a blast tooo! volleyball was super fun! thoughh i couldnt really hit the bloody ball. hahah. glad to know youu guys. hope we could meet up sometime soon. x)
hmmms nothing muchh happened for the rest of the day. went for training. it was damn tiring! stupid sec ones kept on sitting out for training. goshh. such slackers. then went to novena square with sheila, sherlyn and samchu. me and sheila kept on playing xbox! played some basketball game. damn fun!!! wheee--
x and after all, youre my wonderwall
9:31 PM
